as far as i can remember i am 100% catholic, both my parents were catholic as well as my immediate relatives. but these past few 3 years of my life i was like confused about "my religion" does it really matters? because for me it's not about your religion, it's about your relationship to God. when i met him i knew he was a servant of God not to mention his family's dedication on what they are and what they have. july 2010 he asked me to join him to venerate and i was like "what? what am i going to do? hey i'am catholic" at first i was hesitant to join but then he finally convinced me, the whole experience was full of shocked and revelations. they started it with a prayer and a welcome song for the newly attended bothers and sisters they were all clapping, waving, singing and dancing to the worship songs and they offered what they called "ikapu" it means offering. according to him, all of us should give at least 10% of our monthly earnings-- it's written on the bible he says. on the latter part, i realized its about time for me to speak out what really inside of my heart and mind-- i don't want to do this anymore 2 years was long. let me correct what you might be thinking, i didn't regret anything as a matter of fact i am very thankful because it changed me a lot, from my perception to my heart down to my soul especially in times of darkness. i'm somehow bothered because last night a good friend were telling a love story of my brother, i asked how come they broke up he said "rica is a born again christian" and my brother chose to stay to be a catholic. somehow its true-- people doesn't need to change their religious beliefs over love, better if people both respect love and religion.
29 March 2012
27 March 2012
bye- for good
i really don't know what to feel right now, i am shallow and restless. i don't know what to feel. am i acting like giving him another chance? am i about to end this "ate/kuya" relationship, am i hurting someone else's feelings? am i demanding? or am i assuming? am i doing something wrong behind my love's back? though i know i'm not. i really wanted to ended up this rapport-- unfortunately i don't know what to do and what to say. but i know i have to, not because i have to but i need to-- for good (on both parties) i don't want to hurt someone, i have a different reputation.
26 March 2012
one step backwards
bakit bumalik ka pa? para ano? para saan? 6 years ago mahal kita, 6 years ago ikaw lang ang buhay ko 1 year after may kasama ka ng iba, pinili mong lumayo. after 6 years nagpaparamdam ka, para saan? hindi ko maintindihan. tapos ngayon sasabihin mo you're falling in love with me again? that's bullshit! i hate liars like you, i hate the way you talk, i hate the way you care for me- you're not even my boyfriend so stop acting like one. stop being so demanding- that's not even working. are you trying to make fun of me? i tell you one more time, don't bother to care for me as if you can, don't bother to say that you love me coz you're not, don't bother to say you'll wait for me coz you can't. leave me alone. let me live my life. i have already forgotten you, i definitively moved on. so all you need is one step backwards. and live your chosen life-- to your chosen person and don't involve me on your chosen dreams.
06 March 2012
happy nth birthday maan
it's been 2 years ago i think when my good friend maan joined our creator from heaven. happy birthday lovely girl :) i've seen you on my dreams last night you give me a hug and i missed it so much. i now you're in a good hand now may you rest in peace forever and continue to look after you family and us your friends. sorry i wasn't able to attend your funeral ceremony, but you were in my prayers. iloveyou so much maan, i really miss you a lot. happy nth birthday :)
16 February 2012
a penny saved is a penny earned
"do not love money, it will never love you back "
that's what i've learned when i started earning and spending money :) and one more thing. spend wisely :) rainy thursday everyone.
15 February 2012
pimples 101
i am not yet satisfied to the result of human heart nature's product, or maybe i am just in a hurry to see the final result. i have noticed that my pimples were continuously pooping on my face and i am freaking out because this is my first time to have lots of zits in my entire life. and so i've decided to research for a product that has a mild scent, budget-friendly, and lots of good reviews then i've met panoxyl soap free cleanser
Php 180.00 for 60 ml. available in all mercury drugs outlet nationwide
i immediately give it a try and i am quite happy to its reaction on my face, after using this cleanser i apply human heart nature's balancing toner after 10 minutes i put sebo de macho, for those who don't know sebo de macho is a scar remover made from philippines, it is made of an oily substance, it is very cheap, handy and easy to use you have to apply this generously to the affected areas.
Php 15.00 and available in all mercury drugs outlet nationwide
so far, these two works well for me, my pimple marks lighten and my skin gets smoother. if you have any comments or questions with these feel free to leave a message and i will do my best to provide you an answer :) happy blogging everyone! keep safe.
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