question #4 (101 important questions to ask your life )

 what are you most grateful in life? ...

honestly, i have gazillion reasons why i am grateful in my life. i am thanking god each day for giving me such blessings like family, friends, education, job, home, etc., and what i am grateful the most is how god give million chances-- chances to make each day different by simply being a better person.

parenthood is the most hardest job in the world

nay and tay,

in my 23 years of existence there are no enough words in this world created to explain how much i love you both. my life isn't enough to say thank you. thank you for raising me well, for providing me good education, for standing behind me through pains and happiness, for striving so hard just to let us endow what we need in life and without you both i am definitely not standing in this state of life. god is really good for he knows what is best, for he gave us responsible, loving, caring and protective parents like you, regardless of the thousand dilemmas, tons of tears shed and millions of words broke one of us into pieces we've done in the past-- that's the challenge given us and now we prove that we stand together as one like broom stick =). parents, now that your angels find their own partners in life and starting to create their own family i know you have burdens inside your heart-- who will care for both of you when you retire. smile =). hey! i am here, don't bother to ask me if i'll be sending you to home for the aged of course i definitely won't, i'll do my best in life to give you a meaningful, beautiful and peaceful retirement. you we're my babies. before, you are the one changing my diapers even if it stinks :), now i will-- with all my heart. before, you are the one carrying me, now i will pull your wheel chair and bring you wherever you want to-- with all my strength. before, you cooked and fed me, now i will-- with all my efforts. before, you brought me to luneta, now i will-- with all expense paid. before, you woke me up early and took me a bath, now i will-- with all my love and care. before, you spank me when i've done naughtiness, now i won't :) i will just smile while wiping your tears away because i know you'll say thank you. i know you we're no longer young  you feel aches here and there, your mood easily changes, your memories little by little fails to remember but don't worry i'll be your nurse, chef, teacher and even archivist =) . i just want you to know that i really do love you, though i haven't say those words to you often, i want you to remember these "don't worry, i am here" until your final stage comes, i am still here even you won't utter. i am here. salute! 

letter to a best buddy

lovely pat,

hi there :) i had so much fun for last night's girl talk, thank you for spending a night over a coffee with me, thank you for listening, thank you for the violent reactions, thank you for the advice-- i really do appreciate everything. i am pretty sure among then i know you are just a text away, i know in times when i needed someone to talk to your presence keep me comfort. i am so glad and thankful that i've met someone like you regardless of your hectic schedule. see you soon pat  :)

always and forever,

happy   

dream land

the famous lighthouse of batanes 

hey since batanes is my dream land am going to share few trivia's though i've never been there (finger crossed hopefully next year) anyhow, did you know that batanes has only 15,974, there is no gasoline station in there and ivatans (people in batanes) were love to drink beer and gin! ((yeah right) because of the cold temperature indeed. whew! batanes when will i see you? when will i walk to your streets? when will i eat your delicacies? when i will i smell the fresh air? when will i venerate in your famous churches? when will i buy on your famous "honesty cafe" ? when? answer me! damn. you have an expensive plane ticket :(. but! i'll do anything to see you soon :)

get involved

if you're going to slash and look what's inside my heart- that would be a happy with full of smile heart. god answered my prayer. i am looking for an institution wherein i can help, share and educate kids even adults. rbi or resources for the blind inc., is an institution helping kids who are visually impaired. i emailed them yesterday, i told them that i wanted to be part of the institution, they are very accommodating. i am going to visit the foundation this saturday, i want to look the environment, the people behind, the kids, the adults, the activities and all. i am very much excited to do this volunteer work. it makes me feel proud :) and by the way, if you want to help  to visually impaired you may click here and follow the instructions. small amount is a big help for them :)  thanks a lot. god bless us all!

everything is a choice

when someone asked for your help, don't hesitate to lend you ears and shoulders-- they trust you. and you inspired them :) 

i'm so blessed for earning his respect and trust on me, i was stunned yesterday when i received a text message with a very sad face, since i know what to do i called him to comfort yet to give words of wisdom based on my experience. i felt so flattered when he said a simple thank you-- thank you for staying around.  if i'm not mistaken during the time i needed someone to talk to i have no one-- but myself, then i learned to stand on my own, to fight every battle, to stay positive, to choose what's right and to fight what's worth fighting for. then i realized it's all a matter of choice. to be able to moved on you have to start within yourself, then fix your broken heart by loving yourself more than anyone and anything, by hiding those gifts and letters then you choose if you want to be happy or not. your action will depend on your choice.