hold on

dearest,

though there were times you made me cry and gets me upset, i want you to know that i am giving you one last chance-- chance to prove me that i am wrong, chance to bring back the trust that you broke for just a second, chance to bring back my feelings towards you. you know how very disappointed i am for what you did, you witnessed how many tears i'd shed that night because i can't explain my feelings, i can't imagine you did it-- you did cheat on me you shit!, you know i have respect and trust on you but now it all fades away. before that night ended, you promised me  you'll be honest, that you'll say everything and not going to hide again. since i love you i believe...again. but when i'm alone i realized it was also me made a mistake, i didn't let you explain (but you dins't even utter any) :( so sad why men are like this. you keep on promising and we stupid make believe. dearest, let me remind you and i am damn so serious THIS WILL BE YOUR LAST CHANCE! hey please pay attention on this :( i love you but please be careful, include me on your decisions, consider me on actions. you know how hard it is for us, let's work on this and save until we can-- but if not, let's not push it through, it's awkward to love when we're in doubt. i'm still hanging on...i still believe...i will...as long as i can...as long as we can...as long as you love me...

answered prayer

thank you God for granting my wishes, finally. i know this opportunity you gave will help me to be a better person and it'll mold me into much grown colleague to others. i promise to treasure this new career you've given, i'll strive and work hard to prove myself that i can do things beyond my limits. yesterday, my final interview for the vice president for marketing and luckily, my experiences impressed her. and so, they gave mo job offer. that very short moment made me a quick decision to sign and accept the responsibility as advertising account manager. i thank you God for your faithfulness in me. way back weeks ago in st. catherine cathedral in dumaguete, i prayed for this opportunity. i talked to you as if your just in front of me, i said please give me job wherein i can excel on my chosen field and earn money so i can help others especially the rbi kids. i thank you God for everything, i promised to keep my promise, i promise to work so hard to keep this job on my hand, i promise to be a good person, i promise to help others. i may broke some of my promises but you i know i'm trying to be a good human. Lord, thank you is not enough, i know you know how much thankful i am for this. please help those who pray for a career growth as well. guide me God to this new journey i am taking to. please lead me and give wisdom so i can work passionately. again, i thank you God for this new career. thank you. iloveyou. 

friendship

June 2006, 12 different people, 12 different attitudes, 12 different stories, 1 school, 1 classroom but 1 magnificent group formed.

We were freshman then when we crossed each other’s roads. Some were shy, some were not, some were funny, some were corny, some were rocks, some were lonely, some were left, some were afar but all of us were bound to be part of each other’s lives. ATOR, that’s what we called our barkada, like many other groups out there, destiny tests us and our capability to keep our friendship alive. There were times when we felt tired and decided to let go of this friendship, but we strongly believe in our pride, attitude and faithfulness to each other fortunately, we won the battle against destiny’s tests. 6 years and counting—that’s our goal, we promise to keep the fire on our friendship. By that and through that I learned that friendship is like a family it is a never-ending responsibility, therefore, treasure it with all your heart, keep it with all your soul and cherish every moment your with them after all we’ll realize that the friendship we've made many years ago is worth fighting for. I’m very grateful for having a barkada that laughs with me, cry with me, stays with me and listens to me whenever I needed to.