do not let go of your values

what have you learned from the past?

yeah really, what have you learned from the past? have you really learned from the past? are there lessons that you might not forget? or was it just a memory to forget? we were trying to hide things that caused too much pain- and let the time flew them away into our memories, then we were trying to create new memories that will bring us back the courage to smile again and face another chapter of our lives. i was once like this, a year ago i've done mistakes that changed my life a lot- as time goes on and my age goes forward i've realized things that might lead me into a better me. first move?  to confess my sins to 'her' and asking for 'her' forgiveness, i'd pray a lot for guidance and courage to face those dark memories i've done. through God's help i know i can make it, i know i can win that battle. i decided to leave everything behind because i know that's what's best for me. after darkness there's a light that shine upon my face it's God i ask for His forgiveness, i promised not to do that sin anymore. little by little somehow i fail but He knows i am trying so hard to forsake that sin. i surrender my life to God, after confessing to Him it seems like i am ready to die any moment, i feel i am pure again and washed away those filthy inside me. it is true if you confess everything to Him and repent, God will forgive you just learn to reach Him and call His name- he won't let you down, He make you strong all the time, He will give you endless happiness, He will shower you millions of blessings. keep counting your blessings and spread the message of our Lord and we will live safe in His loving arms  forever. beautiful afternoon everyone :) keep safe! 

product review: human heart nature

okay here it goes. as promised i'll share with you my experiences to this product. first, human heart nature balancing facial wash click here for more info  the texture is not like any other product that's glue-like, this has a bamboo beads that cleans and exfoliates skin especially mine that has pimple marks. the smell is very mild, truly 100% natural, i can't even smell chemicals on it and after washing my face with this balancing facial wash it smoothed my skin. next is human heart nature balancing toner  click here for more info same with the facial wash the smell is very mild no chemical smell at all and it really cleanse my face. lastly, human heart nature sunflower seed beauty oil click here for more info this product i must say is the best seller of it's best for skin and hair too. i put this oil in the morning and before i go to sleep. so overall this products fits my combination type of skin but before this review ends, if you are planning to buy human heart nature do not be afraid to ask your dealer she  know the product, like in my case my first option is hydrating facial wash and toner but suddenly she asked if how old am i, according to her (actually based on her experience) hydrating facial wash and toner fits for oily skin and for 40 years old and up, i might get more pimples if i use hydrating facial wash and toner,t mine is combination so she suggests me that i must use balancing facial wash and toner instead of hydrating. then maybe she's right, she knows what's right for my skin type.  :)

eat.walk.love

 A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master...” 

― Elizabeth Gilbert, Eat, Pray, Love

last night, i had fun. i really enjoyed your company. i love the way you smile, i love the way you annoyed me, i love the long walk, i love the way you hold my hand because i walked so slow, i love when you kissed me knowing that all those eyes of people looking behind us. i love the silence, the cooling breeze that touches through my skin. i love the way you asked 'are you okay' i really enjoyed it- yeah really. i did. though i make you mad. i'm so sorry for being pessimistic, sorry for thinking bad things. but you know how much i love you- you know i surrendered my all to you. i love you. please keep saying these words that makes my heart melt. please promise me that you'll love me until forever. i believe in you-in your words, in your tears and in your eyes. i do believe you. i love you. i had fun :) thank you. 

movie review: i am sam

this 2001 drama movie lead by an award winning actor sean penn pushes me through to share a review. this motion picture is about a father who is suffering for a developmental disability- sam (sean penn) he left by his wife rebecca after giving birth to lucy dawson (dakota fanning) because of his situation. with the help of his friends who has the same condition like sam they took care lucy very well but lucy sometimes feel embarrassed when her friends and schoolmates bullying her to have a "retard" father. on the advice of his friends, sam come to reach rita harrison (michelle pfeiffer) a lawyer that handled the case of sam. during the trial period lucy resides to her foster parents. sam moved to a place where lucy lived in to somehow see his daughter. there were nights that lucy ran into sam's apartment to sleep with him, while sam immediately returns her. during the trial sam breaks down when the counsel convinces him that he is not capable for being a father because he has an i.q of a 7-year old, his group of friends truly support him throughout with the help of her lawyer, and kind neighbor- anne. however, the foster family who planned to adopt lucy decided to return her to sam.

moral lesson? the capability of a person to love and to take responsibilities  is not being measured based on his i.q or even his disabilities, it is surely measured on the heart- the heart that can love unconditionally.

mangarap ka-- tuparin mo!

"One's destination is never a place, 

but new way of seeing things." - Henry Miller

sobra na yata akong obsess sa pagta-travel. feeling ko kasi sayang ang bawat panahon na lumilipas kung hindi ako kikilos at pupunta sa isang lugar na alam kong babago ng pagkatao ko. sabi nga sa 18 rules of living ni dalai lama once a year (or should i say as often as possible) go to someplace you've never been before. napaka daming lugar ang gusto kong puntahan (gumawa ako ng maikling listahan)


1. batanes
2. thailand
3. malaysia
4. cambodia
5. vigan
6. bohol
7. camiguin


gusto ng puso ko pumunta, gusto ng isip ko at gusto ng paa ko pumunta sa mga lugar na ito. gusto kong malaman kung ano ang natural nyang ganda. gusto ko syang makilala. gusto kong maging bahagi ng lugar na mapupuntahan ko. bago ako tumanda, malagas ang ngipin, pumuti ang buhok, kumulubot ang balat, maging kuba, at tuluyang malimot ang ala-ala bilang bata nais kong masabi sa sarili ko na "galing ako diyan". kaya habang kaya mo, gawin mo- puntahan mo. at tuklasin mo.  :) 

thailand-malaysia tour

am planning to visit thailand and malaysia this year. but, i am having a hard time to research for a good and budget friendly hotel and tour package. do you have any suggestions for me? i'd love to hear your travel tips especially those who visits thailand and malaysia. thanks a lot :)