If you
have one week left to live, what would you do?
If my life has to expire in 168 hours I will surely live my life
to the fullest, if there's any superlative statement to define 'fullest' then
that should be it. This question is sort tough, but realistic. I always say
this on my mind 'lord, if I will die today let me give at least an hour to
apologize for what I did, to express my gratitude for what you've given me and a
request to look after to the people whom I love the most'. A week is too short
but I’ll certainly make it a momentous, extraordinary and blissful closing
stage of my life.
Day 1: I’ll quit on
my job. Talk to my immediate superior and leave everything into
the right place. Thank them for the
laughter, for the good friendship built, for the hard core projects thank you!
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Day 2:
Fix my room. Scrap my belongings that I don't need anymore, donate the clothes
and books to the charity and give my coin bank to the kids on the street. Visit
and say goodbye to my angles in RBI, thank you for giving me the chance to
extend my purpose in life, you are all my angels. Kids, continue to fulfill
your dreams, you may never see me but you never know how much you all touched
my life. You are all gifted in many different ways, study hard and keep
believing in your dreams. I pray that someday all of you see how beautiful our humanity
is. iloveyou angels!
Day 3: Buy
gifts for my family, friends and loved ones. Together, we’ll celebrate all important
occasions in one day—on my last day. To celebrate your Birthday, Christmas, New
Year, Valentines etc., with me.
Day 4:
Spend time with my friends. Out of town. Swimming. Get drunk. Get wild. Anything
that means pleasure. Thank them for a good company, for the good friendship they’ve
made with me, for molding me into a much grown person, for trusting me their secrets
in life. Thank you! And please continue to write on my wall. Greet me during my birthdays, monthsaries, anniversaries and all occasions J
Day 5:
Spend time with my love, in my dream land—Batanes. I swear before I die I must
visit this smallest province, I want to breathe-in the freshness of his air, I
want to walk on his streets, take a pictures on his solid houses (literally),
buy and sip a coffee in his popular coffee shop, run like a kid, climb up in lighthouse
while the air touches beneath my skin, sit down and look over the sunset in my
dream land with my dream better half—the person I want to be with (hopefully). I
kiss him with all my love—to feel that I seriously in love with him even his flaws.
Hug him so tight to somewhat ease his fear that soon I’ll leave him, that the
day after tomorrow he’ll no longer receive any message from me saying that I love
him for the rest of my life. That after my leaving he’ll face challenges alone without
me saying ‘love, you can do it!’ sorry for my shortcomings, for leaving him
this early, for failing to fulfill his dream family with me, for not giving him
kids. thank him for being such a wonderful person, for loving me unconditionally,
for being my best friend, my lover, my enemy, my partner in crime. thank you
for being you. Thank you for making me the princess of this lifetime. In the
near future you’ll find someone you can build your dreams with—someone who’ll replace
me I hope she’ll love you in her most faithfulness way. iloveyou and always
take care of yourself. I’ll be watching over you iloveyou!
Day 6:
Spend time with my family. Stay with them for my last day. Laugh with them, cry
with them why this will going to happen, hug my muj and puj thank them for
giving me a better life—education, life, home, happiness, support...everything!
my siblings—for making me their nanny for almost 20 years (haha) may you
continue to love our parents, take good care of them they are no longer young
they need much attention from you in particular, thank you standing behind me
through it all. Our dogs—for putting a smile on my face when they stare on me, the
freedom are yours now! No one will make you pinch (sorry J). My
nephews—for putting bliss in our family when you both dance, sing, eat, giggle,
play etc., continue to study even more harder it’s for your future and always
listen to your parents, tito and tita they'll guide you to be a better
person. I’ll leave a picture with you both hoping someday you’ll visit me saying
‘tita here I am now, a renowned engineer, or a doctor, or a lawyer, or a pilot,
or an artist or any dreams you want to become to as long as you’re happy with
what you are doing. (Don’t get married yet!!!)
Day 7: The
moment of truth. I’ll go to church. Sit. Look intently. Cry. Pray so hard. Asking
for His forgiveness. Confess all my mistakes and accept my differences. Praying
that if this day will end without me breathing anymore, look after my loved
ones. Guide them each day, shower them more blessings, give them a happy life,
hoping that they'll never forget me—that once in their lives I’ve touched them
in so many different ways, to include me on their prayers for my peaceful rest
in the arms of our God. To please accept me in your kingdom and thank you
for giving me 23 years to live with the ideal family, ideal friends, ideal
co-leagues, ideal job, ideal lover and ideal people. Thank you God for everything.
I surrender my all to you. My time has come and my journey ends
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