let it go

I really can’t imagine that everything will be done just like this…

As much as I wanted to recall every good thing happened to us it only ended up into anger.

I can still remember how we both started, I am actually sitting on the actual place that you and I were talking and getting to know each other. Sadly, I am sitting alone here today…waiting for no one—anymore.

Actually, I really don’t know what to feel. Is this anger? Maybe yes, it all went out wrong. Everything is a lie and it breaks me down to hell. From the very beginning, I told you to be transparent, I told you to be at least a good friend of mine—but you didn’t took it seriously.

Yes, I am over you. I don’t know how will I react when I saw you again someday, I don’t even know if I can still utter. Maybe it’s really time to forget everything. Let’s just pretend that we never knew each other. This is the most painful heartbreak that I had in the past. Sorry but I can’t forgive you for now—maybe in a few years’ time.

Time will heal all these pain that you brought in me. But I know this will help me to be a better woman. Thank you Poy for all the good memories that we had. I know for sure God created someone for you to love—and so do I. Hope this failure be a lesson for both of us. Be contended. Be honest. Be faithful. Be happy and be a good friend.

It was nice meeting you though. Thank you for sharing you days with me.

Saying goodbye forever,

Chi