29 April 2014

life

All of them seem so happy with their respective lives now; one is happily married and starting a new life with his wife and soon to be a father; whereas, the other one had a kid named after to my idea. I am indeed happy for them. But I can’t hide my feelings, how about me? Prior to their lives today they had ME. But where am I right now? Who am I? Who’s with me?

6 years ago, I had someone in my life that is very unpredictable. Well, it’s just a puppy love yet turned into a horrible relationship. He got someone pregnant—then we lost our 4-year relationship. In just a snap, everything went wrong. It took us 5 years to clarify things. 5 years for further explanation, 5 years for the sincere apology and 5 years to speak out what is really all about. It came along that I had to forgive him, this is just me maybe we both had our mistakes but he deserved to be forgiven. I wish you all the best, Jom. May you give your son a meaningful and happy life.

2 years ago, I loved a guy who never surrenders on me, who never asked for something in return, someone that is sincere and lovable. But similar to a daily soap opera, our love story ended because of very shallow reason. Now, he is happily married and soon to be a father. All the best, Chard. Let your high hopes and spirit be your weapon in raising your own family.

While here I am, waiting for my own fate. I know God created someone for me; I know one day someone will bump in front of me. Someone that will change the story of my life, someone that will change my surname for sure :) . In God’s gracious time, I know I’ll meet him.

Hopeful,

Me

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